Tuesday, August 28, 2007

happiness is a new beginning

happy people, me and mich(:

u owe me dinner!
and when mission accomplished, u owe me a lifetime of...

of...


dumplings. eeks

haha and PLEASE dun give my cg dumplings acck i will just hammer your head.

ft today was rather interesting. i felt rather happy at one point in time(:

and the muffin thingy was eggy.

and we took sci pic which i think i posed rather anyhow-ly.

and..and..we talked alot.which was fun, fellowshipping with the vcfers, and the seniors esp the fake m4 m2 m5 m3. my gawsh and outright rebellion dun wanna repent. LOL.

ok and the beard is really funny.

lessons start at 9am tmr oh man so earlyyyyyy. i better rmbr to wear shoes.

AND ryan seacrest stays so super duper far and his lesson is at 8am. wah peifu really.

ok msn is screwing up. goodnight(:

Sunday, August 26, 2007

empty-handed but alive in your hands

i just clicked on sth and i saw something and now im really extremely sad:(

i miss you.

and dw told me sth, which was really saddening too:'(

how come these things happen? and it has been happening quite frequently recently.

dinner was quite yummy..except for the fact that they gave me ONE meagre prawn.hehe

ok we shall go try thai or north indian next time!:D

and of course again tonight i suffered the wrath of dw's terrible driving.
SHUT UP DW I DUN NORMALLY DRIVE LIKE HOW I DID IN YOUR CAR :P ssshhh.

i'm so gonna pass my driving test hiak(:

but anw golden friend thanks for dinner and the drive! too bad cudden see nick's dog :(

annnnd it was nice seeing daryl again! too bad he's going for student exchange or else i'd be able to see him arnd sch..by the time he returns i'll be year 2 and he'll be really old..hehe evil.

and the drive home was irritating (in a fun way) cuz dw's lousy driving keep making the dragonfly and pierre water drop on the floor and i think this is one time when the safety belt really saved me from being flung off the seat. hello 90km/hr on street is not slow..

AND nick had to ask dw to drive safely and slowly and thus the 40km/hr along bishan st 22 which is totally road hogging.tsktsk

ok so u see my life onli exists during the weekends. cuz school is so stressful this week is practically no life week 6pm 7pm 7pm 12pm 8pm. odd weeks all three lsm modules LAB LEH HELLOOO wah this is bad.

dw go for jess's farewell dinner or else i will be lonely ghost..

Thursday, August 23, 2007

thursday.

mich..i win, hands down(:

haha catfight!!

anw uds today was nice. i thought some things were unappropraite thought but nevertheless, i hope God spoke to everyone who was there listening:D

yep to be witnesses of God in all that i do, to consecrate my life for Him.

and then immediately after the service we were standing anr eating and talking and darren bluffed me that he was josiah and joel said sth funny and mean or sth i cannot rmbr and i reminded them to be witness for God and they sae must repent. tsktsk terrible!

and joel is realli funny i think he will go bonkers during cg.

ok running with becks tmr hope i don't faint!LOL

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

university life

going home tonight(:

i've been doing alot of reading lately..and no not like articles and journals and novels, but my very beloved ORGANIC CHEMISTRY TEXTBOOK which is one thousand two hundred and twenty-four pages long.yes..and im onli at page..53:(

so what issit about sp sp2 sp3 hybridization structures nomenclature tortional ring steric strain resonance that makes me keep wanna read more? i dunnoe! but it's realli interesting to see how everything fits together..

but i guess also that im liking it cuz it's the first few chapters. i've told seniors im doing this module this sem and their faces are like..

"eeew"

hiakhiak

haven even reached 100 yet and so tired alrd! but im glad that this book is quite good in the sense that it makes sense of what the lecturer lectured. and i diligently did all the practice questions at the end of each chapter, which is really alot.

you know why? because ytd i found a new motivation to study, and it's scotchtaped onto my window in front of my study desk(:

and oh oh no no i got a tutorial slot for ssa which clashes with my labs for lsm1102 in the later weeks i din realise that:( let's hope someone can do a swap!!

these past weeks i have not been eating healthily..it's like eat in arts canteen or eat cup noodles. which is kinda boring you see after eating 8 mths of home cooked food:\ and breakfast is FOREVER cereal..im not saying that i dun like cereals, but seriously, sometimes i like sausages and pancakes.

and so begins my life in university, the CAP which determines my future. indeed our education system dussen look people's aptitude or passion. they look at RESULTS, which is kinda bad.

having seen a multitude of docs in the past month, i realise that many of them do "condemn" the education system today. like seriously, they said they don't regret having gone into the profession, but if they were me, and living in the now, they would NOT choose to study medicine.

so maybe it was a blessing after all.

and what's more, i realise that (maybe) it's easier to achieve my goal(:

but well i guess im doing all these for a reason, and that's for God to know and for me to find out!

OH YES i wanna praise God for something, and i will remember that sth in my heart. cuz it's so amazing to see how He ______. hehe anticlimax.

but YEAHHH anw im going home tonite i realli hope that tutorial dussen end at SEVEN!!ackk

Thursday, August 16, 2007

joy

wow. i realise that i have so much time to study, which makes it kinda scary:\

welcome tea was nice i thought the time they gave for us to just walk up to each other and talk and share and get to know each other was cool. staying on campus is good in a way cuz dun realli haf to worry about what time the last bus will leave what time will reach home what time haf to wake up the next morning can just stay in sch until realli late! supper with the sci vcfers was interesting i got to talk to jeremiah, who LOOKS realli serious and no-nonsense type but when i talk to him i realise that he has a bit quite alot of rubbish and that makes it good cuz he understands my jokes! hiakhiak and he is super duper old alrd he try to bluff me that he is year 1-.-

and i talked to this snr i totally cannot rmbr his name..terrible! after listening to his explanation i sorta figure out more abt bidding and fac uni requirements..but this morning i woke up thinking about all those stuff and realise that maybe i haven realli understood them yet:P

and so im gonna attd wed cg since thurs is my go-home-day fri i end at 8pm. cgl is joel who is kinda mad and hyper but i guess he is a nice person from the way he shared his year 1 exp in sch/vcf..and of course during the camp his craziness was revealed during the night walk game..

yupp so after the welcome tea which ended like 830 some sci pple went down to nuh for supper.

i kinda din like that food court because it was the foodcourt where i was sitting down wanting to cry so badly aft visiting b!3nh3!m in the icu and all:'(

well but anw the pple in sci vcf are realli nice. special pple who haf realli been guiding me along are becky yiwen and gary. i still find yiwen quite fierce at times hAHA i think mb she's just stoney or tired:D gary is realli sincere and when he speaks he means it from his heart. and i agree with hw that whenever he says sth, it makes me think harder.. like why i choose to do sth or why i think some things some way..makes me ponder and reflect more..which is good!

and i think im changing, through all these people and the environment that God has placed in my life here at nus. it's no longer about how many friends u make, how well u do in cca, whether u can become a leader ie captain/chairperson, how u wear your uniform, or what your friends'friends'friends'friends' think of you. it's rather how i live my life to show others that Christ is in me, and what im gonna do about the unsaved souls in our midst. i may not be ready to go all out to evangelise and share freely my testimony to random pple, but i know that one day God will give me strength to overcome the things that i previously did not dare to do. it's good time sitting alone in the lt listening intensely to what the lecturer has to say, cuz i dun haf to go back home thinking and pondering about too many things, unlike in jc where i just sit and un-focus during lt and decide that i can study the notes by myself at home.

it's a different experience, and im kinda growing to like it.

and i belive that i have shaken more hands in the past 4 days then i haf had the past 19 years of my life(:

and we learn that hallelujah is a shout of joy of praise:D

Monday, August 13, 2007

FRESHIE

wah blogging from pgp leh(:

first day of sch was so...short!lecture started at 1005 and ended at 1145. finish!that was my first day of school.

luckily im staying in pgp or else horh wahh take bus 2 hours come to sch lesson so short then go home..super chao1 ji2 waste time:(

going for pgpvcf welcome supper in 15 mins!it's from 8-11pm zomg how can it last for 3 hours?!?!i sure go back early and sleep hehheh:P

lecture today was good cuz i learnt alot! although it's BASIC organic chemistry.but well..my chem abit cmi. but because today before i left the room to lt i said a little prayer, asking God to help me focus and give me peace in my heart, and because i had ZERO KOSONG pple arnd me to disturb me/to talk to i could totally focus and pay attn to the lecturer. well i had to because he speaks with an accent i still can't figure out what one of the words was.

and after lecture i came back to my humble abode to read abit of a-level organic chem LOL to brush up hello 8 months no school no joke horh! then i took a nap and woke up again onli to feel super stuffy and sticky! decided to go for a run in the gymn..

but after looking for it for like a million years, i found it in a secluded corner but NEED MEMBERSHIP ONE. WAH SEY is siandiao lorh when i read the sign on the door is so irritating hello pay so much $$ for the accomodation facilities should come tgt mah!!:(

well nvm cuz i walk around the whole residence i was quite sweaty and worked out alrd so i headed back to my room and took a shower for the first time in pgp!!the water is super hot and warm the coldest is like...lukewarm-.-

but anw one good thing is that everyone bathes and shits at different times so there is NEVER a queue:):)

and aft that i trooped down to the canteen ALONE and had dinner. wah again siandiao cuz it's like 5sth onli all the hot good food come out budden..you know the logic..before meal time auntie will give a bit in case not enough. after meal time give alot cuz they dun want leftovers. well but i was starving alrd after not having lunch i HAD to eat but the auntie v ngiaow>:(

haha ANNNNDDD becky is nice and helpful! she is gonna lend me her spare LAN cable whee now i no need to kope the NUS lousy unstable network(=

pgpvcf welcome supper NOW goodbye!!

i miss home and family and dog and ROOM.

Friday, August 10, 2007

results

the smears contain mostly blood with a few follicular cells, which show oncocytic change and a few macropgages.....in the cell block there are macrophages, a few follicles that are lined by oncocytes and blood clot.

COMMENTS:
an oncocytic lesion needs to be considered.


so there we go, a 4cm scar and an ugly neck for me:'(

i'm sad.

1 peter 4:12-13:
dear friends, do not be surprised at the painful trial you are suffering, as though something strange were happening to you. but rejoice that you participate in the sufferings of Christ, so that you may be overjoyed when his glory is revealed.

national day 2007

trooped down to raffles city yesterday, only to be meet by throngs of singaporeans heading towards marina bay/square! wahh super alot of pple leh i almost got trampled upon.

walked around suntec city aimlessly with my golden friend, looking for his beloved creative zen..only to be disappointed again and again:P eh buy ipod la quite nice also mah

but although we din find a nice zen, we did find something a tad more expensive:


random walking and sitting in massage chairs(as usual) followed, and so did sudden movie and kbox impulses. and we were lucky enough to catch the censored parts of the incredibles as well as the ntls day parade live in the courts' plasma tv until the stup** salesman came to switch it off. HELLO?!?!?! siandiao

then off to marina square where there was like a gazillion people again..waited for the fireworks display until very tired so we decided to cam whore!

before fireworks, legs suan

after fireworks!

after MORE fireworkS!(: classic.

flooded marina square

munch!!

my turn!

caught a gig along singapore river!


dinner was super amusing cuz they totally screw** upthe service and ordering system!FOUR wrong orders came to us oh my we should have just ate them up but pay for what we ordered onli:P

then it was down to bungy bar to sae hi to mich(not koo)! the walk from marina square to BB was the WORST NIGHT OF MY LIFE man try crossing the roads with my golden friend and you will noe why!in the car also so life-threatening walking also liddat wah can heart attack man!u are a health hazard to me leh!!*bish and i HAD to scare golden friend by shrieking "EH THE CAR IS MAKING A RIGHT TURN!!" when it was not:P

watching pple sit on the gmax made my palms sweat!ok i shall go try it once..if treated onli hialhiak BIG HINT(:

then we caught mich and talked to her and almost got free rides to the gmax! but no extras needed then:(

then golden friend's daddy asked us to go watch some exotic male dancers HAHA when i heard that i totally without second thought just said "NO I'M NOT GOING" LOL helloo!!!what exotic dancers sounds so mysterious hiakhiak i dare not!but mich was totally on about it i offered my place to her we wanted to swap clothes and my necklace even :D

chatchatchat there was this lady in the bar shrieking a nice song 0_o then unc came down he din see us at first we just stood in a row and gave a long silly wave heh heh and i super remember dw's laughter at that point of time the choking super funny heh hehh hehhh laughter:P

headed hooooommmmmmeeeee i almost died, once again, because dw's driving is so...

terrible! haha don't kill me for this defamation!:):)

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

my sad days:(

monday was a sad day.

cuz i went to check in to my really tiny room i was truly appalled by its size! but what made me really sad was that the refrigerator in the cluster kitchen is so uber filthy i held my breath when i opened the fridge door you know! the freezer was madness at the bottom there was like sauce chap meat blood ice plastic bag newspaper mixed and frozed one layer there ZOMG i almost ran away and vow to nv return:(

super nice mummy helped me to clean the room. we did a little bit of cleaning onli cuz also no DETTOL, THE LIFESAVER. so we left the room and i left my things unpacked.

then it was down to taka to get my kettle!yayy i super like it cuz it will be my source of H20 since the kitchen is..erm..since i will never go into the kitchen again.

like seriously.

and then mummy had to go to work:( so i met ccs and we walked and walked and walked and oh ya..ate too:) and oh myyy im SO GONNA go to taka cold storage on sunday and paragon muji to get foooooood for hostel!!hiakhiak excitingggg although no money

oh and i forgot to say im totally broke cuz of all the specialists consultations and hotel fees. oh my i need a cai2 shen2 ye2 HAH whatever.

and mich came too and we had lmxlb.DELICIOUS(:

today is a sad day too. a very sad day in fact.

why?

cuz i went to the ent clinic at nuh to see prof tan, and he did an ultrasound scan on my thyroid. he said the lump is indeed very huge, at 4cm.

i told him i did a fna at sgh alrd but he called the mro and they said there were no records.WTH I WAS VERY ANGRY LORH I WAS SO PLANNING TO SUE THEM. S**T THEM.>:(
disclaimer:im not a vulgar person but i was really very angry

so actualli prof tan wanted to wait for the results from sgh but since they din haf, he said he would do another fna for me.WAH SIANDIAO.

and what made me really sad was that he presented me with the option of surgery. he said that it would leave me with a ~4-5 cm scar on my neck. it seemed as though he was quite sure he WAS going to do the surgery. i guess it's quite a common problem cuz he just did 3 of the same type ytd, 1 this morn, n he's doing another tmr:\

yeah so he kinda told me that if the results of the fna showed malignancy, of course is to remove. but if is benign, then what would i do? i asked him if pple nomally get it out if it's benign, he said no unless it's pressing onto the windpipe, oesophagus, or growing v big. and they i asked him what might be the cause he said there's no known cause. and (knowing i was going into life sci)he asked me if i was going to do research on thyroid functioning-.-

AND AND AND he said that one side effect of the operation was the lost of voice oh my gosh u noe when i heard that my world came crashing down it's like i was diagnosed with cancer alrd. wah no voice leh can u imagine my gosh cuz the nerve from the windpipe to the voicebox passes thru the lump to be removed. zomg i was so sad. mum told prof tan i loved singing, and i told him i sang in church. he said he just did an op for a worship leader, and everything went well but he lost his voice. but luckily after 3 months he regained it.

WOW I was truly scared and just shocked at that point.

i truly know now how a patient who has just been diagnosed with some terminal illness feels man. cuz when i was sitting at the sofa waiting for the fna do be done, i wanted to cry leh, cuz i was thinking what if the results was positive and i had cancer. wow it was realli a terrible and very sad feeling:'(

during the fna prof tan was super pro. he layed me down (unlike sgh where i sat down) so the thyroid would be obvious, and the first aspiration wassen very painful..just felt like normal injection. but the nurse said that there was too much "water" and another one had to be done:\ so the second one was TRULY REALLI painful cuz he was practically digging and searching he just keep bending and twisting the needle zomg so gross mummy couldn't bear to watch she just looked away haha:P

then when he plucked the needle out there was the like 'snap" feeling like the skin stuck to the needle oh my. then he said...

"i think there's abit stuck at the end of the needle."

HELLOOOO u noe what is stuck or not??!??!! my thyroid tissue la!!he was trying to suck some tissue out for tests ZOMG so gross can the meat my flesh my THYROID GLAND FLESH was stuck at the needle leh GROOOOOOOSSSS OUT MAN im so happy im not doing medicine. first times.

yah and the bill, as usual, was exhorbidant.

and then it was down to pgp where we totally desanitized my room and i layed my bedsheet and all:) and it was cleancleancleancleanclean i met two cluster mates one from germany one from england!

yup so it was a really sad day knowing that i might have cancer. which is realli quite life changing for me please pray thank you thank you thank you.

i really do not want to have the big scar on my neck:'(

Sunday, August 05, 2007

a new beginning

sch starts tmr. orientation week. no updates, so no need to go?

round 2A opens tmr. i hope all goes well. i hate CORS.

checking-in to hostel tmr..i hope dun haf all the lizard n cockcroaches dabian.

WHERE ARE YOU KORHHHHHHHHHHHH:(

i will miss home, i will miss my room, miss my doggie, miss my parents, miss my toilet.

i think next sem i sure move back home(:

officially broke.

oh yes im very happy cuz im gonna embark on a new adventure!i think it'll be hard considering my standards, but i believe that God will give me strength!

i realise sth. i got NO LSM FRIENDS. WELL DONE THREE CHEERS FOR ME PLEASE.

dw!did you get your car!(=

Saturday, August 04, 2007

sch is starting in 2 days!

went to see my dr foo ytd..nice dr! he basically just kept explaining to me what he wants to do so i just say yesyesyes hehe and like all my specialists, he was shocked to know that i have DDD at such a young age:P

but anyway i realise sth which is quite disturbing. when you've got da monehh, you dunch hafta wait.

im not saying i have the $$, but becuase i was referred to raffles hospital, i went there. and i din even get to read one article from the straits times and it was my turn. and the nurse was really nice she kept insisting that i look really familiar. anyway the impt thing is that there was a free hot drink machine and i drank hot cocoa..yummy:)

then off to sentosa to see my wonderful darling lovely sexy teammates! shi youmin umay and yiling..we're the only ones in nus!and we shall ostracize yiling and not invite her to the tea party at my hostel or any lunches or dinner cuz she is in the bt campus.hiakhiak KIDDING LA YILING AS LONG AS YOU DABAO ICE CREAM FROM ISLAND CREAMERY FOR US:D

had fun *ahem* eating the chicken rice i dabaoed for everyone..then we decided to be lame and take the tram around the route to enjoy the wind and take pics..shiyun!!where are the pictures!!!!

then we decided to return to the courts to play..and the girls were playing when once again, they were approached by a group of guys asking if we wanted to play with them..and being gracious and ladylike, we agreed.

so at first there were FOUR and being inflicted with some horrible disc disease which has robbed my of much of my life and my passion, i sat under the beautiful coconut trees to take pictures. there was one of the guys who was *blush*quite good looking*blush* and i took a pic of him serving!LOL no im not biantai be glad that im stright ok (:

then there were more who came and after a while i jsut couldn't resist i decided to play. and heyy i din lose touch leh altho i haven been playing for a year!cool man happiness~~

then when everyone was tired we just sat around and they offered us ice-cold drinks (they actualli brought a cooler!so tie xin man)and cheezels(we rejected this hehe according to shiyun they will spike the drinks :P) then they, esp mark, told us a million and one qian-bian-wen-da-ti we almost died. ok the world is really small, because one of them noes my brother, one of them knows YOU CHOW JIA XIN:) and one noes yiling's fren's fren's fren's fren (haha no la not so many) and they are apparently navy nsmen! cool.

they asked us if we wanted to join them for dinner, and being courteous and gracious and ladylike, OF COURSE we declined. hiakhiak i was glad for that because eating among ourselves can be unglam and we can crack our own silly jokes.

had dinner at this hk restaurant at vivo..good food leh!jiaxin i bring you there one day ok u treat me.

rushed down for bible study class after dinner and we talked and talked for the first hour altho hw was late FOR ONE HOUR we were still at qn one. LOL hence therefore thus the session ended at 10 and i almost died on my way home cuz my eyes were so dry and i was so super sleepy cuz i slept at 4am doing THE SCR*WED UP CORS the prev nightmorning i had half a mind to sleep to the interchange and forever not wake up.
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moving in to pgp on sunday!!that's two more days wahh excitingg man!i have been packing some of my stuff and i realise i need the whole of orientation week to bring stuff over!!really really heavy indeed! and i am officially not going for any orientation activities. why? because the l**sy s****l dussen even inform us if we need to go for the FIC and where must we go yadda yadda just leave us to be like idio*s. i know it's all abt independance and what not but hello?!?!?!this kind of thing is must inform one..

and jiaxin..im so sad you're going to work:( whywhywhy? but nvm u can earn $$ and treat me to muffins..my favourite!!:):)*shlurrrpp*

i am currently very broke because all the $$ i have is used to pay for my hostel. siandiao. so even the milo and teabags and containers i all kope from home. i have koped bedsheet, pillow, pillowcase, 3 pkts of milo, teabags, toothpaste, handsoap from home, and im not going to get a blanket/comforter im just going to use a big bedsheet as my blanket. i think like tt i save almost $50 alrd. haha and im

1. not going to get a bag i shall just cont using my old one
2. not going to get the nice blanket thingamagig i saw at ikea
3. not going to get sandals i wanted
4. not going to get a new jacket i needed
5. not going to get clothes i needed

sigh im so very poor but nvm as long as it dussen burden my parents im happy to forgo some luxury:):)

i hope my room is nice and not dirty!gonna troop down on monday to check it out and do spring-cleaning!

goodbye for now..im pretty hungry.

Thursday, August 02, 2007

God is good!

God is good, all the time
we can stand and testify


wah i need to share this man! it may seem small and insignificant, but it has once again proven to me so clearly the goodness of God!!

ytd i wanted to purchase the tertiary student ez-link concession pass, which costs $52+. coz thinking abt it, today i have to go see dr y30h, tmr i have to see mr dermatologist, and sch starts next week, so it would make sense to get my concession. but i just procrastinated and decided not to get the concession yet, and just wait till sch officially starts before i get it...so..i din get la.

then this morning i opoened my mail and to my pleasant surprise, there was an email which read:

Dear xxxx xxx xxxx xxxxxx,

We have received a limited number of rejection rooms for AY2007/2008 and we are re-allocating available rooms to those unsuccessful applicants who have chosen PGP as their first choice.


We are pleased to inform you that you have been allocated an accommodation on-campus for AY 2007/2008 at Prince George’s Park Residence. You have been allocated a Type B Room and your room details are as follow:


WAHHH AMAZING RIGHT?!?!? I totally din care about hostel living anymore after my hopes were dashed when i was rejected by pgp the first time, and then all of a sudden this email came!wah pgp leh type b summore im super happy man thank you God:):):)

so luckily i din buy the concession right cuz i'd be staying in hostel so wun be travelling by bus much.

THEN again another thing happened. i went to see dr y30h today and cuz he's a specialist and his patients are rich and famous (not me, ask me an i'd give u an example)me n mummy expected to pay alot of $$. but no choice cuz he IS a good doc and mum is super duper ultra worried about my thyroid.

so doc y30h saw me and he was very super nice and grandfatherly and softspoken:) and when i told him i did a fine needle aspiration/biopsy before but the doc din rec any follow up treatment he was truly indeed really appalled and i wanted to laugh seeing the expression on his face!!teehee so he decided to ref me to dr tan who specializes in thyroid gland problems. looking at dr y30h's face makes me think that the problem is not small like not good like tt:/

yup so while we were waiting for the receptionist to make the appt and stuff i was thinking about the huge amt of $$ that will be spent..and summore tmr i gotta see my derma it'll prob cost another bomb and then there's my hostel deposit.and i went to look at the consultation charges it was $150-$200.. so when jessie told us that we could leave mum asked "erm, what about the payment?" jessie said "oh today no charges."

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WOW can u believe it me n mum were astonished like ASTONISHED like A-S-T-O-N-I-S-H-E-D u noe first time i see specialist no need to pay. wah i was truly shocked u noe so we were like kinda confused and just like "oh..okay..:) " and then all the formalities ie goodbye thank you see you have a nice day.

and in the cab me n mum were deliberating on the issue of why dr y30h din charge us. suggestions that surfaced were:

1)he is truly humble and a very good doc. explanation too cheem to blog
2)he's too rich so he dunneed this small amt of $lousy argument
3)he knows im only 19 and so he din wanna charge me that's really sweet
4)my problem is so bad that im gonna die soon so din wanna take my $mum tsk me for saying this
5)he noes that i'll be spending SUPER ALOT at NUH to see prof tan he decides that he will not charge me maybe
6)he takes commission or whatever they call it from prof tancuz maybe like referall so got commission.possible.

yeah so anyway we were still quite surprised:)

doc y30h says that i would either have to take medication or go for surgery. prof tan will advise me on that, and in the event that i need surgery, prof tan would be the best person to do it too.

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surgery.zomg.im praying hard man.

ok so that was my wonderful day for me, good news and bad news. but im realli so happy that God showed me His goodness and mercy twice again, and i wanna share this happiness with all of you:D

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

reply to mich's tag

wah ur tag so long i need to answer it in a post-from.

(1)LOL then u can intro them to me.haha jk

(2)first she was there then she dropped off at commonwealth. no la it wassen awkward silence we talked about school and pple sleeping in class and cars:P

(3)yes are saw his pic there hilarious lorh the game was so silly. orh she keep la i have a thumbdrive alrd altho it's only a few MB haha but nvm

(4)internal conflict