university life

going home tonight(:

i've been doing alot of reading lately..and no not like articles and journals and novels, but my very beloved ORGANIC CHEMISTRY TEXTBOOK which is one thousand two hundred and twenty-four pages long.yes..and im onli at page..53:(

so what issit about sp sp2 sp3 hybridization structures nomenclature tortional ring steric strain resonance that makes me keep wanna read more? i dunnoe! but it's realli interesting to see how everything fits together..

but i guess also that im liking it cuz it's the first few chapters. i've told seniors im doing this module this sem and their faces are like..

"eeew"

hiakhiak

haven even reached 100 yet and so tired alrd! but im glad that this book is quite good in the sense that it makes sense of what the lecturer lectured. and i diligently did all the practice questions at the end of each chapter, which is really alot.

you know why? because ytd i found a new motivation to study, and it's scotchtaped onto my window in front of my study desk(:

and oh oh no no i got a tutorial slot for ssa which clashes with my labs for lsm1102 in the later weeks i din realise that:( let's hope someone can do a swap!!

these past weeks i have not been eating healthily..it's like eat in arts canteen or eat cup noodles. which is kinda boring you see after eating 8 mths of home cooked food:\ and breakfast is FOREVER cereal..im not saying that i dun like cereals, but seriously, sometimes i like sausages and pancakes.

and so begins my life in university, the CAP which determines my future. indeed our education system dussen look people's aptitude or passion. they look at RESULTS, which is kinda bad.

having seen a multitude of docs in the past month, i realise that many of them do "condemn" the education system today. like seriously, they said they don't regret having gone into the profession, but if they were me, and living in the now, they would NOT choose to study medicine.

so maybe it was a blessing after all.

and what's more, i realise that (maybe) it's easier to achieve my goal(:

but well i guess im doing all these for a reason, and that's for God to know and for me to find out!

OH YES i wanna praise God for something, and i will remember that sth in my heart. cuz it's so amazing to see how He ______. hehe anticlimax.

but YEAHHH anw im going home tonite i realli hope that tutorial dussen end at SEVEN!!ackk