threefourfive-th post

say well done, because i ran today(=

i realise i cant not eat, because mum's cooking is too good. so i guess it'll just be running hehe excuses

seems like im coming down with a flu. i hope it's not sinusitis again.

while packing my room ytd i found a pair of my favourite shoes that i was never too young for, nor too old for:



i'll never forget how i left a tube/row (hey p so which issit haha) of mentos on the counter for her..my ballet teacher who was so m**n.. is no other than w*** l* l*n:P

hmm and all these while while studying i haven't seen my friends for a looong time, so i decided to pay them a visit, and boy were they glad to see me!




hmm right now i don't have any bag to put my stuff for anntic in. sad.

OH today i went back to the party shop and as usual, new inspirations came!

today i found a pair of nice shoes which costs $7.90. hey j see im not HIGH MAINTENANCE OKKKKK >)

today i went to the tailor's with daddy, and we were amused at how they could make a piece of clothing with just a few measurements. really skilled!

today i realise that people's park is kinda sleazy, and there were cinemas there which showed popcorn films:\

bubbles and i decided that we should head to ecp for our lsm mad girls outing!wheee

i havent bladed in a rather long time!:D

Find The Flowers

i ran today. YAY(:
although i ate a bowl of cereal, a cheese kiap in bread, 2 tablespoons of rice and veg, 2 mini mini (emphasize) mini drumlets, and thus entered the prohibited zone of no carbs..

i dont care cuz i am happy!

mummy loves me she bought me a dress which costs..ok i shant reveal the price..but it's not 2 digits:P i loove it! and yayy to i got an espirit membership card hehe:P

and i found the party shop shall make my way there tmr=)

mummy is very funny while i was complaining about my spoiled luggage, she said,

nevermind i buy for you a sensodyne.



heeheehee so cute my cute mummy samsonite become sensodyne!*laughs:>

Hello Freedom

PAM IS IN LOVE.


















with baby zebby!!!!!!oh my i adore her!!

preparing a burp..

oh my so super cute i love her like mad!!!!was swooning about how cute she was to mummy and guess what mummy said-
"have one yourself lah"


-_-|||
wow hello im still single and unwanted..
_______

wow i thank God that it's over!

after months of studying, i can't help but be thankful that it is O-V-E-R.

and there goes another sem.

im year 2.5 going on 3 soon:\

GUESS WHAT IM DOING!!

i'm being happy!(= sth that hasn't been happening in a long while!

and i'm making christmas cards:D maybe i'll put up the tree tmr

TOMORROW my diet and exercise regime starts. and of course, shopping too(:

i think it's unfair that science pple never get to get onto 95:( they should make a 95S bus service for us!

i was supposed to go to hollandv after my paper today. but after walking all the way from mpsh to dover, i decided that i was too tired and headed home instead.

hmm im beginning to like little nyonya!

ok i decided that i wont be taking immuno. seems like everyone's advising against it. esp with 01 and 02!

my shoulder hurts like mad. i hope i dun die on the way up to anntic because of 1) motion sickness 2)hurting shoulder 3) excruciating back pain, which i will pray hard wont happen because this one is pain until can die.

hmm suddenly i feel so old, having so many ailments:P


well here's what i plan to do for the next 2 weeks or so, for those who are interested in my life and which to date me on the days that i am free HAHAH just kidding like SERIOUSLY..

tmr-diet and exercise starts. shopping with mum
sat-nth.NOTHING?!?!?!?!?omg
sun-church, & nth. NOTHING?!?!?!??!omg
mon&tues-nth.NOTGHING???!?!?!?omg im beginning to think this isn't anything like how one should behave after exams
wed-bs trng
thurs&fri-nth.WOW
sat-vball
sun-sat-anntic!

so as you can see, im pretty much not really doing anything, and i wonder why. smoley please invite me to your house to play rockband.hulin pls invite me to ur hse to play wii.

for all you know, i might start reading my notes for next sem. im downloading lecture notes for my core modules from cher now. amazing huh.

and jonas asked me to start packing my bag for anntic since my exams are over. HAHA SERIOUSLY! someone alrd finished packing o_0!!

I'm Just Tired

you know how when u are studying before and during exams you think of the million things to do after exams...

and then when the exams end you suddenly dont know what to do.

yup tt's how i'm feeling right now, with one more open book exam tmr.


all i know is that im going to EXERCISE and DIET. getting really fat like a ball.

and there's pasar malam downstairs...


hmph my injuries are starting to haunt me again.
bad BAD BAD shoulder:\

Mid-Exam slacking

made a new friend today!
appointed to be group ldr for anntic
good news is zoey got arrowed too haha (:
got carried away with FLIP protein today
j is extremely nervous before exam
c is very slack before exam
tts cheated us
invigilators like to make noise and disturb me
blunt pencils make good stuff for shading mcqs
mpsh makes me caustrophobic
open book exam students didnt make much noise today yayy thank you=)
there were 4 diff papers going on in our hall today
my last 2 papers are open book
i've decided not to do immuno nxt sem g says it's killer
i dreamt of TA googoo last night and asked him what mods to take next sem:S
i dreamt that smoley's house had a basement and outside the basement was a pet shop/veterinary
i realise i like checking MCQs after exams
today while doing the 1st 10 qns of MCQs i almost died so difficult
today i found out halitosis causes apoptosis woo0_0
today i thank God for helping me spot CDC20 CDH1 essay qn and nuclear transport.
wow i realise that there are so many things happening in my mind.

here are some pictures that captures the essence of my fun life.

2 more papers, smelling freedom(:


the things we do that matter...



labbies @ work

things we play with during lectures

g's muscle contractions

mutated fat mealworms


the things we do in physio lab

mummy and i!

things we eat while doing boring projects

animal friend i play with during boring projects

cute!

Rambling.

LSM1201 general physio
GEM2507 physical qns frm everyday life
LSM2103 cell biology
LSM2104 bioinformatics
ST2238 biostatics

i'm so excited for the exams to pass, im thinking of what mods to take next sem.
LSM2101 metabolism
LSM2102 molecular biology
LSM3223 immunology
LSM3232 microbiology
LSM3211 Pharmacology
some arts gem
some easy engine mod (although i dont think it exists)

i should go back to studying gah i do not like exams!:(








thinking of you makes me happy(:

Stress Relieve for the Life Science Student

when i jog, this is what goes through my mind:

electrical signals sent down neurons
electrical signal reaches pre-synaptic membrane
neurotransmitters released into neuromuscular junctions
motor plate membrane gets depolarized
signal transduction down t tubules
gates at sarcoplasmic reticulaum opens
ca2+ions rush in to muscle cells
ca2+ binds at troponin
tropomyosin moves
myosin head binds onto actin filament
atp hydrolysis @ myosin head
myosin head rotates,actin filament slides
ca2+ resequestered into sarcoplasmic reticulum
atp binds at myosin head
myosin head releases actin filament and cycle repeats.

FATS (and glucose) breakdown is needed to produce ATP, which is required to pump ca2+ back to sr and repolarise membrane and return myosin head to normal position

this is what motivates me to exercise(=
well jogging today was fun albeit the muscle ache i had. while resting to stretch and watching a squirrel scurry on a tree, i heard sth like "PAM!!" so i turned...



to see SHERRY BERRY. oh my long lost friend! she was practicing for 21km stand chart run, and had ran 1km before bumping into me and stopping to chat MUAHA(: after a quick catch up she had to continue with her run lest her partner (who overtook me some minutes ago) catch up with her!!

walking alone was nice, with the breeze in my face, threatening clouds overhead, cute old people exercising, men fishing, hot guys jogging (actually there were none today, but there was a cute guy ytd haha), pretty girls running (guess who?... ME LAH.) then....




KOO SI XUAN! haha my super funny crazy sweet sixteen churchie! she was running in my direction and i decided to retrace my steps. we spent the next hour or so walking and talking it was FUN! conversation topics ranged from campus superstar (go check her out in i zhou kan), NSK thinking that we cant speak chinese, marriage, dog-with-tongue-about-to-drop-off, being anorexic (no we are not), how fats clog up pores (her weird theories), church stuff, her brothers, washington wellington boots, ang ku kueh and chee kueh...

ok we were obviously getting hungry.

and time for me to head home i spent 3 hours at the park cant believe it! but it was enjoyable!(=

ok goodbye time to study about PLANTS:(

My Everliving Fortress

you'll never know how sad i feel whenever i talk to you.
i cried today because i was helpless, and i didn't know what to do,
or what to say.



when i begin to think of the many many times that Jesus was maligned and tested and tried, and yet He did not succumb...

it was so easy for You to call ten thousand angels to set You free
so easy for You to turn those stones into bread
so easy for You to throw Yourself down and let the angels lift You up
but You didn't.

teach me Saviour to be where You are
'cause when i am weak
then I am strong.



then i realise that these little setbacks are shadows compared to Your death on the cross.


everliving God, everlasting King,
Thank You.

Year 2.5

semester is over. wow how quick.

13 more days before exams are passe. hurry hurry.

so it's the end of sem and you ask me what i've learnt.

i realise that i actually love what im studying,
and shouldn't let boring lectures discourage me.
i have learnt how to make learning fun,
and find joy when i learn new stuff.

it's not easy when you have a million and one tests to sit for,
but i try.

today i LAUGHED my heart out
when we were in the empty lt doing project
i havent laughed this much and this hard in a long time
like a REALLY long time
where has all the laughter gone?
i think school sorts of takes away the happiness and joy
that is actually always in me
and maybe thinking about you does so to

i ate two coffee cookies in the morning
and it gave me a high
two ytd night
and i couldnt sleep. potent.

i like blogging like this. doesnt need much signals to be fired my the motor units of my brain.

hmm i love eating lu dan yumm(=

Contemplative

injustice. INJUSTICE.
makes me sad.

really REALLY.
wwJd?

i had a wonderful break today talking to cheryl & isabel(: FT today was on sth that broke my heart, sth that i dont often know how to deal with effectively. there's only so much i can do, and where do i go from here?

the most fun part of my today was packing up the books after FT. it was seriously HILARIOUS oh my we were all going crazy.happy friends happy times make me happy=)

selling refreshments to raise funds was a FANTASTIC idea!kudos to whoever who thought of selling donuts/doughnuts!















so i contemplate, because you cant expect me to tell you.
right?
so i will just stay happy in my wonderland world and be glad that you are there.so who said falling in love was easy:(

I'm simply living for my Saviour

168 hours a week
2-3 hours a week @ church
too much to ask?

makes me think of the sacrifices i make, which seem so big to me.
compared to who was sacrificed on the cross,
nothing less than death.
nothing can ever compare.

and each day all of us take a step away from each other...

today in church i learnt sth about Creation. Everytime i read the bible i just can't help but be intrigued because everything that proves God's existence just comes through.

today i took a brave step and cut my FRINGE. haven't done that in...erm..3 years.
so here goes..



i like it alot! r was cutting it and as he cut my fringe he said "hmm..heartpain ah"..HAHA oh my of course indeed!!

oh wells cutting my hair makes me happy=) don't you love to do things that make you happy when u have so many tests and projects and exams in your way..

and with nice friends popping smses to tell you that they're praying for you..wow i can't help but thank God for blessing me with LIFE!!!:D:D:D

sth unhappy is that i need to do my project:(




if one day you would know, if one day you could see..
would you stay or run away?

when the rainbow becomes colourless

Again, the devil took her to a mountain top and showed her all the A+ and As, all the riches and wealth, all the honour and glory, all the fame and fortune, all the praises and envy of others, all the diplomas and degrees, all the big houses and cars, all the tempting job prospects and lustful eyes of men.

"All this I will give you," he said, "if you will bow down and worship me."


and the little girl had no time left for God.



how can i keep from singing Your praise
how can i ever say enough
how amazing is Your love

how can i keep from shouting Your name
i know i am loved by The King
and it makes my heart want to sing