one lab report, so many results

~the more we get together
the merrier we'll be

i really love how You make things beautiful in Your time(:
thanks for the many things You've given me
and for the many things You've taken away.
many times i wonder at this gift of life
and i can't help but feel so joyful inside.

~people need You Lord, people need You Lord
at the end of broken dreams, You're the open door~

one time, so many moments

after 60 hours in the lab, my brain starts to work abnormally.
yt:what did u eat after school ytd?
me: i ate noodles for DNA ytd.

oh my...when dinner becomes dna..you know something is not going right...
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when zh was referring to the table format of the bible study on hebrews..
ws: oh the chair is talking about the table.

boy what weird pple i work with.



these days are studying and report days.
looking forward to botanic gardens and day out with God.

one lab, so many labbies

yayy. special sem lessons are over.

one more test, one more lab report, and i am free..

or am i? sch is starting in 2 weeks gahh..
i will miss my labbies and ESPECIALLY my very special TA:'(


i love nice notebooks.

one gram, so many picograms

so what have i been up to?
after foc, during which i fell sick:\ i rested.

AND YES i have been going to school, which is really fun because it perks up my brain and sets it to studying mode..




and the best thing is that 1) mr goo.gle is really good and pro and nice 2) whenever we wait for our dna samples to be sequenced or our gel to run or our pcr to clone our dna etcetc, we get to go for long LUNCHES(:

and went out AT LAST HELLO HOW LONG ALRD GAWSH with smoley ytd! first we went to the post office to collect my PARCEL WHEEEEEE haha smoley says it's fun to receive a parcel not knowing what is it and who it's from and YES I TOTALLY AGREEE!!! but jsut that i sort of knew what it was already..

but it was fun anyway!

then lunch was at miss clarity's cafe WAAAHH thanks smoley for the treat..now that u haf so much money u can buy me a car, a house, and a husband. thanks in advance.
waah the mud ooze thing is sooooooo yummmyyy go to dw's blog for more pics!

and oh we almost laughed until tongshui fell when discussing about our atas 100 course dinner. i think we should have like golden tickets/invites!!! and smoley says we must wear tuxedos and gowns to the dinner. gosh can u imagine..then after that we play table tennis in our tux n gowns. OH THAT REMINDS ME i haven't experimented with that thingy yet..

hmm and anw the tongshui hkmilktea with chin chow is nice yummmm.

OHOHOHOHOHOH WE WENT TO JOY DOGGY AND GUESS WHAT OMGOMG I SAW A MINIATURE SCHNAUZER WHICH HAS THE SAME BIRTHDAY AS MEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!*swoooooonsss* oh sooooooo cuuuuuuuuuuuuuuute!!!!i love it muuuuccchh <3 but of course no doggy can replace my dearest poooochieformsleeping on my carpet now but whoever said buying a new dog is replacing and old one?


and whoever said i got $ to buy?:(

and we walked into an organic food store, where smoley found cool noodles and HE NEVER KNEW that green noodles were made from spinach. hehe

ok im not putting much effort into blogging, cuz im tired and im lazy. who wont be after entering hundreds of numbers into excel to calculate averages and std deviations and looking at graphs and digits and A-T-G-C-C-G-T-T-T-G-A-A-A-G-G-A-T-T-A x100000000000 times for the past 4 weeks gaaaah.

will be another busy week, and im looking forward to next weekend when i can rest and study quietly(:
sunday:churchie, family lunch
monday: cgl training, social action comm meeting
tues: school from 10-6pm
wed: school, sci subcomm meeting at fes
thurs: school, pmh cult?(:
fri-mon: rest and study and report
tues: exam, matric fair
wed: REPORT
thurs:RESULTS and hand in report.

whee im totally looking forward to the end of special sem i have a secret mission to embark on!!!:D:D

one camp, so many new names

dorea.hulin.johanna.mingci.bennett.leon.roger.shuzhen.joshua.
roy.xiongkun.timothius.manyan.alicia.linus.nelson.bensmith.
joanna.yweeern.dominic.julio.nathanael.zhisheng.paul.
ohsomanynamesicannotremember(:

thanks be to God who has brought us through the camp! my favourite person of the camp is...*drumrollllllsss*

xiongkun!! haha why? because he is really so amazingly funny and hilarious and he constantly brings us back to remember that God is the centre of the camp. he is great at motivating people, great at lightening up the mood, and i will never forget how he ended his prayer on the first night..

"...and, see you(God) tomorrow. In Jesus name we pray, amen."

!!! immediately after the amen everyone broke into laughter oh my xk is really best.

ok please fb to see all the cfers collection of pics:)


the wounds are healing and God is working=)

one life given, many lives saved

does God create individuals who litter food so that the birds can find food to eat?(:

i think it's time to wear a paper bag over your head when you play a game during 1st council and your friend who is supposed to introduce you by saying sth interesting about you says this:

"the interesting thing about him is that he thinks he is very handsome."

and the secretary writes it down in the minutes:D

cfers help me find joy=)

one God, so amazing

today was A-M-A-Z-I-N-G(:

before i stepped out of house i was deciding whether to take off my shoes and get my umbrella from my room..but i was running late so i looked out into the heavens and with my wonderful geog skills (which later proved to be horrendous) predicted that it will not rain before i got to school.

but as the world always finds ways to be against us, IT STARTED POURING SUPER HEAVILY when i was nearing school! and i was like oh no so i started praying asking God to hold the rain before i reached school. AND BY GOD'S GRACE it stopped raining along dover!can u believe it wow i was so thankful u wouldn't know how thankful i was until u're as thankful as i was=)

and it threatened to pour again when i was walking the looong way to sch and i prayed again and yes God held the rain up there until i reached school..thanks Lord You really make my day..make my life:D

and yt said sth which was really encouraging...she said that she was praying to God and asking Him to send a friend who will be able to be of good influence to her in school and all..and she felt that God sent me to her:P that really made me happy, and took away much of the sadness that i have been feeling these past few months:)

AND then dinner at night with sttt was really REALLY hilarious oh my i haven't laughed this hard ever since i started feeling really sad because of so many stuff that has been happening. you people really brighten up my life, and i regret not meeting you all more often and investing more in your lives..LET'S MEET UP MORE OFTEN OK:D:D:D:D

AND THE BESTEST THING THAT HAPPENED WAS finding out that yt was ah hui's senior! how cool was that oh my that was realli what-a-small-world. so i called yt and asked her to speak to ah hui haha and ah hui conveniently burst my hp bill..:P

AND sh is attd aldersgate like HELLOOOO what-a-small-world we have been so near each other every sunday but din noe!! cool stuff wow seriously my God bridges the most impossible gaps..

and i realli thank God for goo also because he is the most patient and knowledgeable ta i have ever had i can stay back for one whole hour and ask him questions and flood him with qns during breaks and gel elect and pcr and he can totally make me SEE THE LIGHT:) amazing ta..but his jokes are really..wow. haha and it really makes lab so fun with our bench pple getting to know each other more and talking to each other and with goo cracking lame jokes oh wow makes the 6 hours seem like 1.

AND i got to know new labbie who is fairsian too what-a-small-world.

the shit monsters are attacking us..

one ship, too many sailors

might as well say it now,

goodbye.

one life, so beautiful

thank you for being so beautiful
thank you for colouring my life
thank you for inspiring me to do so many more things for God
thank you for letting me realise who i really am..



and who you really are(:

nobody said giving up would be easy
and nobody said i want to give up.

but before i lose my heart, lose my hope, lose my mind,
im letting God handle it.

but know that i still love you, and will always do=)

"Then you will call upon Me and go and pray to Me, and i will listen to you. and you will seek Me and find Me, when you search for Me with all your heart"

You are so beautiful to me
You are so beautiful to me
Can't you see
You're everything I hoped for
You're everything I need
You are so beautiful to me

Such joy and happiness you bring
Such joy and happiness you bring
Like a dream
A guiding light that shines in the night
Heaven's gift to me
You are so beautiful to me

one module, so many labs

how can i not feel tired after 7 hours in the lab?

i need a break:(

one life, too many convictions

i found new convictions this morning(:
hmm sch's getting busier and im really feeling the stress. was talking to boiboi ytd and he said i sounded weird..and unhappy. but im not unhappy, i guess there's just so many things on my mind and burdening my heart these few days that i can't find time to be yayy-shout-out-laugh-loud happy. or maybe it's just that one thing that's leading to this whirlwind of emotions.

but,
still You hear me when i'm calling
Lord You catch me when i'm falling
You told me who I am
I am Yours

so many things to do:
1 prepare for sun worship
2 go for worship prac
3 photocopy textbk notes
4 readings
5 study for CA 1
6 go for funfair prep
7 do QTs
8 read exodus, leviticus & numbers
9 prepare sunday sharing
10 council meeting on wed
11 pray and think about the million and one things that i gathered during lpc
12 sci comm retreat
13 lab project
14 attend 48 hours of lab
15 decide which modules to take next sem
16 write my letter of sep withdrawal
17 pray for student ministry
18 pray for us

"he will not forget your work and the love you have shown him as you have helped his people and continue to help them. show this diligence to the very end..do not become lazy, but imitate those who through faith and patience inherit what has been promised." ~hebrews 6:10-12

"so do not throw away your confidence; it will be richly rewarded. you need to persevere so that when you have done the will of God, you will receive what he has promised. but we are not of those who shrink back and are destroyed, but of those who believe and are saved." ~hebrews 10:35,36,39

one heart, too many breaks

today i shared what was on my heart to my friend.

and she was there to listen(: and her words were encouraging.

and i told her that the only person i can talk to about it was God. but she told me that she felt embarassed talking to God about it.

and i told her not to fear, because really, God is the best person to talk to.

yesterday morning when i woke up and read what you wrote to me, i couldn't stop myself from crying. it had been a long time since i cried like that. i just kept weeping and telling God everything that was on my mind, all the hurt and uncertainty i had been feeling. and God was good. i spoke to him for a good 30 minutes with sobs and tears, and i gave thanks that i can be who i am today.




i pray one day you would know how much i really thank God for you.