will these memories fade?

gunner!

pink tulip!

top friend=)

because there is no need to be glam with me, we found a new, delicious apple crumble:D *remember the first bite*

and okok the chicken IS supposed to be like that-chewy.

:)

and please don't ever EVER drive like that again. as i said, i don't want to be the one who is left alive.

timbre was good!i was actually quite surprised by the ambience. best also because it is smoke-free, which totally gave my lungs a good time in the windy chilly night! music was good most of the time, sleepy at some times-which made my dear friend almost fall asleep. luckily we had our very good friend itouch with us, so we could do random stuff on facebook and compare people and *ahem*organize my facebook*ahem* and tag a photo of me saying i am fat.

reached home at like 1!!and my whole family was still awake can't believe it:)

today is a lonely day. watched i am legend with dad in the early afternoon. good show, i totally freaked out when the zombeenies jumped out can GAWSH i really jumped and hid behind daddy!haha so chicken. and i cried when he had to strangle sam gawsh that was extremely sad:'(

then i went to vivo alone and walked and walked and shopped!was quite fun, except for the occasional people pushing and nudging me and using their handbags to push me when im flipping through the thousands of articles of clothes. saw a nice skirt but i din get it coz...i also don't know why.

looking forward to get a pair of shades. singapore's sun is really terrible i think i cannot last another year without shades; i'll probably get cataract by then.

cors planning is so terrible. gotta plan like what 4 years ahead?! gawsh it's totally crazy.

oh yes i met boon n bryan when i came out from the theatre!been a long time since i saw boon..saw bryan just the other day at comm parade.


wow, i suddenly miss rjc alot.


mich!remember i was trying to take a pic of my eye candy!haha


will we ever do this kinda things again?

a-levels

my friend, remember the windy benches? it was then when i thought that our friendship could last forever..

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be, friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?

I guess I thought that this would never end, and suddenly it's like we're women and men...

He puts a song of praise in this heart of mine

God is good, all the time!

happy with my results(=

jiayou next sem pam, and my CAP will be higher. all honour goes to God. i din expect some results. God is gooooood!

got my first lecture allocation for french 2! first choice(:

see im a happy girl, ain't i.

waiting for 3rd jan, when cors stress shall loom around every nus student who HAS to do cors. it's like gambling, and i need strategy.

watched alvin and the chipmunks just now, and it's kinda okay. not recommended though, maybe wait for the vcd! but the chipmunks are reeeeaaaly adorable!

christmas is over, but why are people still greeting each other "merry christmas"?

looking forward to school:D

self-control

sick and tired. literally.

watching baptism reminds me of my first love with Jesus(: it's not very often i feel that same loved which stirred in my heart some 3,4 years back. i know i love Him and He loves me, but just that maybe, there's no real understanding between the both of us.

and of course, it's purely my fault.

God has been very merciful to me. from my trip to france, my application to NUS, my failure to get into Med sch, cors bidding, my operation, kor's postings, my relationships, my driving tests, to the providence of friends i can depend my life on, i have seen God's wonders and miracles. He could have chosen to take me from the op table, failed my driving test etc, but He has provided.

and for that i give thanks.

although many times i still wonder why You do some things You do, i humble myself and admit that i am in no position to question.

many times we do and say things that are meant to be a joke, but they end up hurting others. so that's why im trying hard now to be truthful and un-malicious. ever since i made that secret promise with God, i have been trying hard, and filtering things in my brain before they come out of my mouth. im trying not to say things which will stumble and not edify, hurt and not encourage. God, please help me.

new sem is starting, and im planning my timetable!it's quite tiring to scan through the million and one permutations and combinations of modules.lecutures.tutgroups.labgroups. timings. i pray that God will bless me with the modules i truly sincerly definitely would love to take(= there is one module which im totally obsessed with!

mum has been working day and night since forever, and i miss having her around to go shopping and walking and talking and thinking what to cook and baking and everything! i don't even know if she's happy working. i know she likes to work, but is she truly happy? if she finds joy in what she does i will give her my full suppport. the problem is, i only see stress.

thinking back on the days when i was fat, i realised that i was indeed a lost sheep. God really changed my life(= imagine if i did what i thought was best? i wouldn't be in heaven right now:)

reflections and sharings never fail to strengthen and encourage me. so how am i going to serve the Lord next year? social actions is definitely on my mind, and it's always a struggle to decide between studies and service. you know what i mean? but anyhow, i don't see a calling in that area, and that's why im stepping out. my heart does not burden for this area of ministry, and i believe that i have heard a calling to another place. i pray for direction and confirmation.

it's a new adventure, and im ready to go:)

ok time to start studying!

200th post

and i locked the gate, lifted my right foot to take the first step along the corridor,

and i fell.

gawsh luckily none of my neighbours saw me.

i totally fell on like all fours leh it's been a loooong time since i fell like that. mich says i got stroke. choy!

and at vivo with korh i tripped AGAIN and almost fell.luckily i didn't or else wah realli unglam.

looking forward to tmr!family.food. presents(=

cherry liqueurs on my table so tempting. but guess what im sick:( God is good make me sick so i wun eat too much this christmas so wun put on weight.

kinda looking forward to sch reopening. GAWSH a few more days and my results will be out. HORRID.

and i haven't started studying french.

lovely cute ethan!!

kindness goodness faithfulness

i simply live for you

meditating meditating.

zhihao dun be early but dun be too late tmr ok, or else u pay $100.

jsut now when i was wrapping presents, i was really angry. cuz i thought of what raisin's-original-source-minus-ina (haha gawsh mich onli YOU can understand this) said and i was really mad. hmph. but im alright now after thinking and rationalising (rationale leh aims n objectives)=)

yesterday i sent a parcel to orphanage c filled with goodie bags of gifts like musical box thingy, socks, pencils, purse, wallet, hairpins, letterpads!:) it started when i was wrapping a gift for a child in church, then as i was wrapping i was thinking that hey, actually this child/the children in church are actually already very blessed with many good things!and there are so so so many people out there who do not have anything nice for christmas and stuff, who are quietly suffering but are brushed off the streets by the _ o _ t. and i felt a stir in my heart and a calling to GIVE! wow what a good and wonderful feeling it was u noe i started taking things out from my treasure boxes and shelves it's like 5 laoves and 2 fish, i kept searching and i kept finding nice gifts!lugged them all to the postoffice the next morning, and i tell u...



u will never know how i felt when i sent that parcel(=

ok im really looking forward to seeing my teammates tmr. haven seen most of them in ages! wow exciting!!

lovejoypeacepatience

happy people, me and mich. where's willary?






mich!he took this by himself gawsh!!

for more pictures, turn to faCEBOOK~(=

say the word

Say the word and I will sing for You
Over oceans deep, I will follow
If each star was a song
And every breath of wind, praise
It would still fail by far to say
All my heart contains
I simply live

I simply live for You

i have made my resolutions for 2008, and i will abide by them.
1) to simply study for God. i will keep meditating this when i am in school having lessons and studying.
2) secret between me and God

but what i really need is wisdom to discern
___

shopping ytd was fun!could have been MORE fun if we had a longer time to shop! marche was a disappointment cuz the auntie cook the wrong crepe for me:( i don't noe why but even if im given the wrong order (like i ordered fishball noodle tt day i got mince meat noodles) i won't ask to change it leh. and the auntie was cooking halfway n i realised she was making the wrong thing. but well....

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and smoley friiiiieeeendddd!!!!u looked really smart in ur uniform!really glad and honoured to be able to witness one of your proudest moments(= my bro will be going thru the same torture in 5 months time! see you soon in like 2 months time (HAHA i hope not!) love ya looooaaadds!

crab beehoon was delicious! and swenson was SO EXTREMELY FATTENING gawsh i was guilty when i took the first scoop, but i continued eating-.- hope i have enough conviction to run tmr:)

and i really don't believe that there's any job that is more meaningful than another. cuz my parents slog their life for my brother and i, and i truly love them for doing what they do. i'll never lable them as doing an unmeaningful job.i guess im just being emotional.

well i have to start studying for french, i need someone to converse with me.

darryl!!where are you!

that's the way it is!

Don't surrender 'cause you can win
In this thing called love

When you want it the most there's no easy way out
When you're ready to go and your heart's left in doubt
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is

my heart will go on

Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never go till we're one

Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we'll always go on

You're here, there's nothing I fear
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

We're heading for something
Somewhere I've never been
Sometimes I am frightened
But I'm ready to learn
Of the power of love

happiness is a new beginning

i love going to mich's hse and sitting in her room and talking and talking and LAUGHING OUT LOUD about silly dilly things!
i hope we never grow old.
and it also proves sth!we're really efficient. 3 hours plus we prob talked for 3 hrs but we still finished what we were supposed to do.good=)

worship practice was fun!it's fun worshipping with youths. practice is always more fun then the actual thing i feel. cuz everyone's more relaxed i guess, i love!

then pastor came in and gave a l'l speech. haha. wah his speech really stressed me man! he requested that youth worship be more lively and interactive. WAH hownowbrowncow.

dinner was BEST with smoley friend=) it's been eons!!v fun and nice catching up yups food was very good, drinks was very good, dessert was very good, company was the best. thanks for my christmas presenT!haha:) enjoyed it lots.

and YES u are famous alrd go all the way to club street eat still got old people know u gawssh. i was quite shocked when u suddenly looked to them and started talking!haha

and best right with me can so unglam.thanks ah, i appreciate it(= it's only with really good friends u really dun care and unglam leh (pmh theory), and this level of friendship, perfect.

my bro said he saw u having breakfast tt day, but wassen sure if you'd recognize him so he din go say hi. HAHA he say cuz of ur parade cannot book out!tsk see la so bad:(

yayy korh just bought me a super duper cute gingerbread man soft toy!hiak new friend sitting on my table.

ok ciao. gotta be up eaaaarly tmr.


and I'm wondering what you're dreaming
wondering if it's me you're seeing

rainy..

nice weather, i love=)

i think i like you.

update. what a boring title

i noe this is gross, but well, this is my blog=)
enjoy!


draining blood

tasha's 15th birthday present=) a super big vege-dog

a satisfied smile(:

thank you jiejie!

wow this is one huge snack, im getting tired eating it!

christmas presents in the making!

dun worry 100% the recepient will not see it here

another present in the making

this is extremely cuuute oh my tasha was sleeping thru the nice-weathered afternoon and she slid under the couch, like half her body was under it!LOL she brightens up my day(=

ok that's all for the photos i think it will take 10 hours to load.

i am jealous because i want to go australia too!joel give me ur tkt pls i go for u. and why now then u tell me u apply for pgp when i move out alrd?be careful pgp v boring one i think in the end u will go home.

and give me a ride please thanks(=

and out with the lame story now!

wah im so busybusy like a bee!socact gathering tmr(i think i will feel totally let out but try to look like im ok by smiling), mtgmich sat morn, worship prac sat aft, dinner with smoley night, sunday for God, mon-thurs camp,fri concert, sat smoley comm parade, sun for God, mon-wed m'sia, thurs retreat, fri tuition, sat christmas evan rally.....

WAH i can totally memorise my ttable for this month.

finished.

what am i doing online?

RELAXING!BECAUSE MY EXAMS ARE OVER.GAWSH.LIBERATED.

timetable planning.cors bidding.all so mahfun:(
time to go speculate the cors market.bleagh.

ok, going to study for sem 2 exams coming in april.
kidding me~