one heart, too many breaks

today i shared what was on my heart to my friend.

and she was there to listen(: and her words were encouraging.

and i told her that the only person i can talk to about it was God. but she told me that she felt embarassed talking to God about it.

and i told her not to fear, because really, God is the best person to talk to.

yesterday morning when i woke up and read what you wrote to me, i couldn't stop myself from crying. it had been a long time since i cried like that. i just kept weeping and telling God everything that was on my mind, all the hurt and uncertainty i had been feeling. and God was good. i spoke to him for a good 30 minutes with sobs and tears, and i gave thanks that i can be who i am today.




i pray one day you would know how much i really thank God for you.