a moody day

today i went to school alone, and i matriculated.

sch is so very far, and the registration thing took like 30 secs.

and the security was tight i felt mean cuz i gave a i-am-not-trying-to-screw-things-up-let-me-into-the-room-now-my-friend-needs-my-matric-card-for-the-laptop face to the girl hiakhiak.

then mr wong kindly drove me back to school.

then i reluctantly went all the way to simei then to pasir ris for dinner.

and i don't like the way pple teach me to be selfish if others are selfish to me. i don't share answers cuz i dun believe that will help. it's not because im selfish. don't judge me, cuz i won't judge you. stop telling me how to live my life.

go away:'(

and today im really sad, cause i realise that i don't have any friends in LS.not like i have alot of friends anywhere else. but i just feel so tired having to restart.you know, like i was in this situation jsut 2 years ago, and the two years in jc din earn me many lifelong friends. and now it's restart back to being a freshie again get to know more pple again sigh i feel so drained. i need strength. i need chicken essence.

and i saw sec sch classmates. and it was just hi bye. ask me and i'll tell you our history.

the funnest part of the day was when i spinned the lucky draw wheel and won a 1gb thumb drive and tried to pretend that i spinned to $1000.

im so tired im so weary i need read and psyche up and self-motivate.

volleyball mentality. motivate.

goodbye.