clinging on my Hope with no rope

sometimes, people should really think before speaking.

sometimes, you dont really know what will happen when you do things your way.

sometimes at some small corner of this big world, someone's really struggling to hold on to this hope.

and then YOU come along.


and guess what? the waves came and crushed the sandcastle i was building.

and another brick was added to the stone wall around my heart.




and her heart.


makes me really wonder how Jesus, being fully man, was able to withstand being accused for sth He never did. don't you feel v sian and sad when you take the rap for sth that was never your fault? upset that you have to be the one whose heart breaks, have to be the one who's crying quietly when everyone's asleep, have to be the one who dies on the cross?




so please pastors, speak with humility.