Monday, April 21, 2008

Who am I?

tired.

i feel so lost.
so distant.

so lost.
so distant.

why am i the one who has to face the questions?
why am i the one who has to face the crowd?
why am i the one who has to face the gossips and the stares,






when i don't even know you anymore?







thanks to the many who have left me behind,
to enjoy the joys and bliss of your new found lives,
while i face this cold and cruel world alone.



why can't i understand human beings?



maybe cos i don't understand You Lord.
why doesn't anyone understand the pain im going through?
is it because they are too happy
to realise that what they have i don't?

is it because all i want is a chance to talk with,
a second to look at
a moment to spend

but these i can't even have?



because im trying real hard and tearing myself to pieces just so i can submit to You;
jumping and stamping and pacing on the same spot not moving cuz im waiting for You;
praying and crying and trying hard to obey just so i will please You.




i really need to meditate.



please, give me some peace and quiet.

1 Comments:

Blogger prayerdinator said...

Psalm 6

1 O LORD, do not rebuke me in your anger or discipline me in your wrath.

2 Be merciful to me, LORD, for I am faint;
O LORD, heal me, for my bones are in agony.

3 My soul is in anguish.
How long, O LORD, how long?

4 Turn, O LORD, and deliver me;
save me because of your unfailing love.

5 No one remembers you when he is dead.
Who praises you from the grave [b] ?

6 I am worn out from groaning;
all night long I flood my bed with weeping
and drench my couch with tears.

7 My eyes grow weak with sorrow;
they fail because of all my foes.

8 Away from me, all you who do evil,
for the LORD has heard my weeping.

9 The LORD has heard my cry for mercy;
the LORD accepts my prayer.

10 All my enemies will be ashamed and dismayed;
they will turn back in sudden disgrace.

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