Who am I?
tired.
i feel so lost.
so distant.
so lost.
so distant.
why am i the one who has to face the questions?
why am i the one who has to face the crowd?
why am i the one who has to face the gossips and the stares,
when i don't even know you anymore?
thanks to the many who have left me behind,
to enjoy the joys and bliss of your new found lives,
while i face this cold and cruel world alone.
why can't i understand human beings?
maybe cos i don't understand You Lord.
why doesn't anyone understand the pain im going through?
is it because they are too happy
to realise that what they have i don't?
is it because all i want is a chance to talk with,
a second to look at
a moment to spend
but these i can't even have?
because im trying real hard and tearing myself to pieces just so i can submit to You;
jumping and stamping and pacing on the same spot not moving cuz im waiting for You;
praying and crying and trying hard to obey just so i will please You.
i really need to meditate.
please, give me some peace and quiet.
i feel so lost.
so distant.
so lost.
so distant.
why am i the one who has to face the questions?
why am i the one who has to face the crowd?
why am i the one who has to face the gossips and the stares,
when i don't even know you anymore?
thanks to the many who have left me behind,
to enjoy the joys and bliss of your new found lives,
while i face this cold and cruel world alone.
why can't i understand human beings?
maybe cos i don't understand You Lord.
why doesn't anyone understand the pain im going through?
is it because they are too happy
to realise that what they have i don't?
is it because all i want is a chance to talk with,
a second to look at
a moment to spend
but these i can't even have?
because im trying real hard and tearing myself to pieces just so i can submit to You;
jumping and stamping and pacing on the same spot not moving cuz im waiting for You;
praying and crying and trying hard to obey just so i will please You.
i really need to meditate.
please, give me some peace and quiet.

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Psalm 6
1 O LORD, do not rebuke me in your anger or discipline me in your wrath.
2 Be merciful to me, LORD, for I am faint;
O LORD, heal me, for my bones are in agony.
3 My soul is in anguish.
How long, O LORD, how long?
4 Turn, O LORD, and deliver me;
save me because of your unfailing love.
5 No one remembers you when he is dead.
Who praises you from the grave [b] ?
6 I am worn out from groaning;
all night long I flood my bed with weeping
and drench my couch with tears.
7 My eyes grow weak with sorrow;
they fail because of all my foes.
8 Away from me, all you who do evil,
for the LORD has heard my weeping.
9 The LORD has heard my cry for mercy;
the LORD accepts my prayer.
10 All my enemies will be ashamed and dismayed;
they will turn back in sudden disgrace.
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