take a look at my hands

today the Lord reminded me of the burden in my heart,

the burden that He has made to be my passion.

and once again it reminds me of what i am studying for,

especially in this time of exams.

i made a prayer to Him,

asking Him to remind me of this burden,

and asking that He will be my fortress as i face the challenges it brings.

it has never been easy for me to accept that there are so many weak and poor people around me and yet do nothing about it.

it has never been easy for me to acknowledge that no matter how much i do for them, it will still be so little; i can never help everyone.

And even now i still know that it will never be easy,

and that's why i cried,

because i realised that..

You were my strength when i am weak
You are the treasure that i seek
You are my all in all

when i fall down You pick me up
when i am dry You fill my cup
You are my all in all

and i'm not walking this faith journey alone.