i can never escape from exams
oh my gawsh. can u believe it, organic chem is over.
not only that, singapore society is also over. wow. im a happy girl again=)
reading the newspapers on the dragon boat tragedy made me cry.
because memories flooded back.
something i would like to ask God when i meet Him: why did u let these people die?
i guess it's really easy for many people to just say "God has His will" or "it is part of God's plan."
but it's really not that easy to swallow, when it's u who is feeling the hurt.
one more paper to go, and i look forward to it.
only my pillow and tissue box are left in my room. felt a tinge of sadness when i left the cluster today.
but i believe better days are ahead(:
being alone makes me wonder. makes me think. makes me love people more.
i think that's why im becoming a stronger girl each day.
just yesterday, i was sitting outside mpsh2 waiting for the doors to be open for the students to go in. and about a million other people were waiting there too.was really noisy, and i was wondering if it was ever possible to hear what people were talking about. so i tried to listen.
after 5 seconds, i realised it was impossible.
ok anw people were getting excited and everyone was talking so loudly i think the sound barrier was broken. but i was sitting on the floor and leaning against the wall, singing some songs to God! was trying to block out all noises and meditate quietly in my heart to de-stress myself, and i believed it worked extremely well. so there i was sitting alone singing. im really not crazy. it's just that spending time singing to God is really a wonderful feeling.
and it gives me strength, builds me up:)
being alone in the pgp room made me feel lonely though. was eating my dinner and to my horror i realised there were no archie comics that usually accompanied my meal.so i faced theblank wall window facing ke7 and watched the rain fall down and the cars and shuttle buses and lorries go by. how exciting.
hmm im not putting much effort into blogging.shall stop rambling until i have the mood to blog again.
a bientot. mes examens, ils sont going to finish!(here's when french 2 comes in)
not only that, singapore society is also over. wow. im a happy girl again=)
reading the newspapers on the dragon boat tragedy made me cry.
because memories flooded back.
something i would like to ask God when i meet Him: why did u let these people die?
i guess it's really easy for many people to just say "God has His will" or "it is part of God's plan."
but it's really not that easy to swallow, when it's u who is feeling the hurt.
one more paper to go, and i look forward to it.
only my pillow and tissue box are left in my room. felt a tinge of sadness when i left the cluster today.
but i believe better days are ahead(:
being alone makes me wonder. makes me think. makes me love people more.
i think that's why im becoming a stronger girl each day.
just yesterday, i was sitting outside mpsh2 waiting for the doors to be open for the students to go in. and about a million other people were waiting there too.was really noisy, and i was wondering if it was ever possible to hear what people were talking about. so i tried to listen.
after 5 seconds, i realised it was impossible.
ok anw people were getting excited and everyone was talking so loudly i think the sound barrier was broken. but i was sitting on the floor and leaning against the wall, singing some songs to God! was trying to block out all noises and meditate quietly in my heart to de-stress myself, and i believed it worked extremely well. so there i was sitting alone singing. im really not crazy. it's just that spending time singing to God is really a wonderful feeling.
and it gives me strength, builds me up:)
being alone in the pgp room made me feel lonely though. was eating my dinner and to my horror i realised there were no archie comics that usually accompanied my meal.so i faced the
hmm im not putting much effort into blogging.shall stop rambling until i have the mood to blog again.
a bientot. mes examens, ils sont going to finish!(here's when french 2 comes in)

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