beauty mark

i hate my scar.

and some pple are so insensitive i should just cut their neck and let them feel what im feeling>:(

it really bothers me you know cuz pple will keep asking "eh how come you got a scar" or "eh what happened" or like the aunties on the bus just keep staring like im some paikia go and gangfight. i know the former pple are concerned and no it's not their fault it's just me.

that's why i choose to cover it.

until God gives me enough strength.

million thanks to ty korhkorh for my card although i dun think you'll ever read this:)

mich is the best i get 10cents dinner from her:):)

i miss eating alot of stuff!i suddenly get cravings for various things but self-control is the trick. i realise that im quite a health consicious person not in the sense that i will make sure i get all the essential aa vitamins nutrients etc but in the sense that i make sure the things i eat contain minimal fat content. it's kinda scary whatever thing i pick up at the supermarket, the first thing i look at is the nutrition label, TOTAL FAT PER SERVING, SATURATED FAT PER SERVING. and i NEVER get sth which saturated fat>unsaturated fat, or when saturated fat is more than 30% of the total fat. wow the time i spend at the supermarket.

so anyway here are some things i lovED which i haven't eating in a gazillion years:
pringles
oreo
pocky
ice cream
julies butter cookies-the waffley one
bubble tea

ok i can't think of anymore now my mind is thinking about revision-.-

so ciao! au revoir, bon nuit!je veux manger!!