this little light of mine
got my banana slap AT LAST!
wow i can actually earn money by taking tests for other pple because of my intelligence:) (of course it's not illegally)
busy busy busy! church family camp starts tmr i just hope telematch dussen screw up like ub4 games (when me n pain were ICs hehehe)
my $$ source is depleting.
looking forward to lunch n ikea outing with army boy!sorry im always not free on sats but 23rd i will be free for ikea:) catch up catch up i hate army!!
im rather excited about university...
stress stress stress
ytd i was on the bus home with daddy..was just sitting beside him and thinking about alot of things..then i tot about his and mummy's salvation.then i suddenly felt like crying..because i felt so helpless, like there was nothing i could do but pray.and i've been praying for 4 yrs, but not alot of things have changed..i've heard of a lady who prayed for her husband for 23 yrs..respect.
but i just can't imagine them not being saved. none of you might see the need and urgency, but i do. cuz they're my mummy and daddy, and no matter what, i really love them alot.
and it hurts me to go against them when i want to go along with God.
and sometimes i really feel like giving up, to slide back myself and just sit there, living the present.
and im brought back to when i was 15 yrs old, on the verge of losing my life, my sanity. then He came along and rescued me. you know how important that was to me?
that was my first love.
and everytime i think of how You loved me despite how i hated myself, i just want to cry. to cry out loud that You are my saviour.
but because i just don't see Your love in them yet,
im on the verge of breakdown.
it's a wonder how these things affect me more when i grow older and realise the importance of salvation.
wow i can actually earn money by taking tests for other pple because of my intelligence:) (of course it's not illegally)
busy busy busy! church family camp starts tmr i just hope telematch dussen screw up like ub4 games (when me n pain were ICs hehehe)
my $$ source is depleting.
looking forward to lunch n ikea outing with army boy!sorry im always not free on sats but 23rd i will be free for ikea:) catch up catch up i hate army!!
im rather excited about university...
stress stress stress
ytd i was on the bus home with daddy..was just sitting beside him and thinking about alot of things..then i tot about his and mummy's salvation.then i suddenly felt like crying..because i felt so helpless, like there was nothing i could do but pray.and i've been praying for 4 yrs, but not alot of things have changed..i've heard of a lady who prayed for her husband for 23 yrs..respect.
but i just can't imagine them not being saved. none of you might see the need and urgency, but i do. cuz they're my mummy and daddy, and no matter what, i really love them alot.
and it hurts me to go against them when i want to go along with God.
and sometimes i really feel like giving up, to slide back myself and just sit there, living the present.
and im brought back to when i was 15 yrs old, on the verge of losing my life, my sanity. then He came along and rescued me. you know how important that was to me?
that was my first love.
and everytime i think of how You loved me despite how i hated myself, i just want to cry. to cry out loud that You are my saviour.
but because i just don't see Your love in them yet,
im on the verge of breakdown.
it's a wonder how these things affect me more when i grow older and realise the importance of salvation.
posted by a poster at 10:15 PM
1 Comments:
hey dun worry about your parents k? God will take care fo them! will pray loads for you too! =D
yeah got a poem for you too nice "jie" (hope it makes you feel better too!)
Pamela likes to "tock"
Whole day only talk cock
Ben and Jerry's are her CRAVING
my poor money that i'm SAVING
All go down the drain to buy her ICE CREAM
just because i'm the sweet leader of her buru TEAM
but come to think of it i don't mind splurging
Coz she's been so nice with all her urging
nagging me with Nat this Nat that
helping me with the buru BRAT xP
thanks for being a SUPER JIE!
I'll always remember to keep you in PRAYER!
(if you want another cuuuute poem, please pay up your ben and jerrys thanks =D)
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