blessed is he who feareth the Lord

woot!instructor seah say my turning is good:) happy~
he's good leh taught me alot of tactics at first i was skeptical budden they work like ultra well!sure get ZERO demerit points during practical test one.HOHO im sure. and 1 thing im surprised at is the blindspot seriously seem that i can see everything in my side mirrors but actualli cannot see one.FUN.i like driving. oh yeah and he keep laughing at me because:

1. i say i play daytona that's why my turning quite pro
2. i asked him if green light on but the green arrow nv on can go or not (duh?!)
3. i ask him how i see the pedestrian if the car on my right blocking me then i dunnoe when to stop
4. i cancel signal before i even reached the car i want to make a left turn to avoid(it's sth like haven't eat breakfast eat lunch alrd)
5. there was this part the traffic light turned green but by the time i got ready to go it turned red alr >:(

but today was much more encouraging then ytd i stalled engine once only=) then on the way back i was asking instructor seah why the taxi drivers so xiong one drive so fast there was one behind him that horn at us ask us move front when we queueing up to go back into the circuit.he say "aiya all taxi drivers also liddat one". LOL i think stereotyping la but seriously some taxi drivers drive very fast and never take care in driving carefully one hazardous to NOOBS like MOI.

so ends yet another lucky day no one was injured by my horrendous driving i would very much like instructor seah to teach me again budden so expensive to book instructor i no $$ :(

complain complain also never do anything about it hai.

i've been reading a book on interns' life in the pediatrics field i really like it and im interested in this field really sounds super duper tiring sleepless nights foodless(!!!!!!!!) days social-life-less days fun and insightful and challenging. here are some things i've picked up after being 196 pages into the book:

1. cervical adenitis: swelling of the lymph nodes in the neck due to infection
2. crump: internese to describe the situation when someone "tries" to die on the doctors like when his heart stop beating etc
3. sickler: child with sickle-cell anemia
4. febrile seizure: convulsion that occurs with fever, no long term effects
5. aspirated: stomach contents leak into lungs (hey i've seen this!)
6. sepsis: blood infection (hey i know this!)
7. periorbital cellulitis: infection of the tissue surrounding eye
8. epinephrine: a drug that stimulates the heart to beat when say, during cardiac arrest
9. agonal rhythm: a heart rhythm signifying impending death
10. a baby's gestational age in weeks is roughly equal to two times its length in inches.

yeah so that's 10 new things learnt much more but quite cheem i also dun really rmbr or understand:D

"it's like im less interested in the patients and more interested in what i can and cannot do"-andy, from the book

anw i was trying to find how to sing a song from youtube and i chanced upon this when i saw it i cringed n squirmed n gulped and my tears just kept flowing it reminds me of His love for me and how he was like us he could actually feel the extreme pain. there's really nothing i can say but i love You.
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im on a secret mission i hope i can accomplish it althouhh it may seem meaningless to some i feel that it will truly really definitely help me.Lord give me strength!