beneath the surface

you know how sometimes you just don't wanna move on.

maybe that's how i am right now.

underneath that smile a cry
underneath that wound a scar
underneath those eyes a life
underneath those lives a story

underneath the laughter the tears
underneath the joy a storm
underneath this armour a child
underneath my heart, there's you.


witnessing baptism during Christmas service today reminded me of the vows i made to God some years ago during mine.
playing with ethan and teaching him new words which can't come out of his mouth right is really joyous. book is "poohh" and cross is "ssss". flower is "BLLAAAHHHWWEERR" and star is "STAA STAAA" (: he made me happy. he likes to eat egg white but not yolk. reminded me of anntic.

so i've actually decided to do immuno next sem. it threatens to pull down my cap,but i guess tt's the challenge in studying, and my faith walk(:

what's up these days before school starts :
27th worship prac, chilling with z and ys
28th church and rjvb gathering
29th waraku/syf mtg
30th physio.tuition.meetahboi. cors rnd 0
1st ylgw hse
4th aunt's 60th
5th send ys off:'( i'll miss you!!fg
7th council
8th smoley's 21st! (onset of my the 88's 21sts!)
9th physio. smoley's party
12th school starts


looks like i'll be a peaceful boxing day and christmas eve for me(: