Epreuve

struggling,is when my heart is torn apart, and i don't know what to do.
struggling,is when i look into your eyes, and try to read your mind.
struggling,is when i see people suffering, and i don't know how to pray.
struggling,is when i'm falling into a valley, and there's no one to hold me.
struggling,is when there's so much i think i want to tell you, but i don't know if i should, so i send you an email.




i'm struggling to know You more,








because from where i'm standing,








i cannot see this masterpiece of Yours.