did you know..

that i was so sad when you told me what you told me.

but i choose to be nonchalent, just so you wouldn't see through me.

do you know that i do not know how i manage to seem so happy and cheerful on the outside,

yet feel so sad and helpless inside?


do you know that if you leave, i would rather not have ever known you, just so i wouldn't be feeling how i am feeling right now?

do you know that im praying for all these, so that one day i will realise that God is making things beautiful in His time?


do you know what kind of a girl i am, not yet a woman, not yet ready?

but now that you're leaving, maybe i don't need to be ready anymore.