with all i am
i rmbr talking to korh about what cca i should join in uni..
me: eh do u think i should join theatre or choir?
korh: huh theatre must dance one leh u like meh?
me: huh?is act one..like drama, no dance one.
korh: sure haf one..the first few times must dance, then act.
me: aiya tt means u think i should join choir la
korh: it's up to you see what u like lah
me in my mind: i like volleyball. in fact, i love it. but it's impossible for me to get back my dreams, it's impossible for me to ever return to that stage of my life when i fought so hard for my dreams, when i fought so hard for my team. it's impossible that the exhilaration and excitement and adrenaline rush through my body as i prepare to get the ball that is super far i have to gun3 fan1 to get it, as i prepare to give a thunder spike and score a point. the passion remains, but the pursuit,
it's never gonna happen again.
remind me why i smashed my intervertebral disc.
on a madder mode, i wonder why my pay is not in yet. three weeks alrd hello i need money tt's why i work pls give it to me soon.
i get really excited when i walk through the rows and rows of food and drinks and bread and biscuits in the supermart, 'cause i start thinking of hostel life.HAH.
today's service was quite stressful cuz rev goh wassen around! i had to pray after the worship pray for the church i din realli noe what to sae so it was kinda short:P then the end of the serviced i also had to pray acck so scary lucky i din haf to give benediction haha can u imagine im sure im entitled to give la(:
after lunch went down to ttsh to visit gongong hello supposed to meet korh at 2.45 i waited to 4 still never pick up his hp and never reply msg i freaked out i tot sth bad happened when walking in the ntuc i was quite stoned i felt like crying cuz where got pple so late still dun pick up phone one. i even said a little prayer but tt didn't calm my senses. then when korh called back i was acting nonchalent and siandiao:P
talking to gongong is quite nice actualli esp when he breaks out in laughter he sounds really happy haha when he laugh it makes me wanna laugh too! and he was telling me what they did to patch up the wound they did skin grafting and stuff. and he said he really liked the fan cuz it's very cooling old pple scared of aircon! OH YES intersting thing that happened was that this noob med student (haha ok im being mean) came in to adminster an injection to this cantonese old grandpa. but instead of speaking canto, the med stud just "hello!da4 zhen!" then the old grandpa dun understand then the stud sae "pa4 jiam1"( give injection in hokkien hello diff from canto) then the old grandpa still dun understand then the stud just keep saying pa4 jiam1 then he drew the curtains LOL.
was looking at the old pple in the wards looking at them makes me wanna smile and cry at the same time. when i saw that old grandpa eating this pastry thing his son/grandson bought him, i felt that he was so lonely and so kelian i wanted to go sit with him. then i saw this old man without any visitors i wanted to cry. then i saw another old man trying v hard to explain what the docs did to him to his family, and i also felt so sad. and i look at my grandpa he was dozing off i wanted to smile because he looked so very cute.
i really love children and old pple:)
im so gonna lose 1000 kg by the end of this year i promise.
please help me.
me: eh do u think i should join theatre or choir?
korh: huh theatre must dance one leh u like meh?
me: huh?is act one..like drama, no dance one.
korh: sure haf one..the first few times must dance, then act.
me: aiya tt means u think i should join choir la
korh: it's up to you see what u like lah
me in my mind: i like volleyball. in fact, i love it. but it's impossible for me to get back my dreams, it's impossible for me to ever return to that stage of my life when i fought so hard for my dreams, when i fought so hard for my team. it's impossible that the exhilaration and excitement and adrenaline rush through my body as i prepare to get the ball that is super far i have to gun3 fan1 to get it, as i prepare to give a thunder spike and score a point. the passion remains, but the pursuit,
it's never gonna happen again.
remind me why i smashed my intervertebral disc.
on a madder mode, i wonder why my pay is not in yet. three weeks alrd hello i need money tt's why i work pls give it to me soon.
i get really excited when i walk through the rows and rows of food and drinks and bread and biscuits in the supermart, 'cause i start thinking of hostel life.HAH.
today's service was quite stressful cuz rev goh wassen around! i had to pray after the worship pray for the church i din realli noe what to sae so it was kinda short:P then the end of the serviced i also had to pray acck so scary lucky i din haf to give benediction haha can u imagine im sure im entitled to give la(:
after lunch went down to ttsh to visit gongong hello supposed to meet korh at 2.45 i waited to 4 still never pick up his hp and never reply msg i freaked out i tot sth bad happened when walking in the ntuc i was quite stoned i felt like crying cuz where got pple so late still dun pick up phone one. i even said a little prayer but tt didn't calm my senses. then when korh called back i was acting nonchalent and siandiao:P
talking to gongong is quite nice actualli esp when he breaks out in laughter he sounds really happy haha when he laugh it makes me wanna laugh too! and he was telling me what they did to patch up the wound they did skin grafting and stuff. and he said he really liked the fan cuz it's very cooling old pple scared of aircon! OH YES intersting thing that happened was that this noob med student (haha ok im being mean) came in to adminster an injection to this cantonese old grandpa. but instead of speaking canto, the med stud just "hello!da4 zhen!" then the old grandpa dun understand then the stud sae "pa4 jiam1"( give injection in hokkien hello diff from canto) then the old grandpa still dun understand then the stud just keep saying pa4 jiam1 then he drew the curtains LOL.
was looking at the old pple in the wards looking at them makes me wanna smile and cry at the same time. when i saw that old grandpa eating this pastry thing his son/grandson bought him, i felt that he was so lonely and so kelian i wanted to go sit with him. then i saw this old man without any visitors i wanted to cry. then i saw another old man trying v hard to explain what the docs did to him to his family, and i also felt so sad. and i look at my grandpa he was dozing off i wanted to smile because he looked so very cute.
i really love children and old pple:)
im so gonna lose 1000 kg by the end of this year i promise.
please help me.
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