Tuesday, May 15, 2007

my pain's so real

17-yr old boy went looking for his mum who didn't return home from jogging after a long while. found her struck dead by a falling rain tree.

oh my when i saw that news on tv i couldn't stop my tears from flowing. seeing the boy being led into the cordoned area to identify his mother, then seeing him weep with heaving shoulders...makes me think of how precious life is, and how we should treasure it. really innocent loss, i pray the boy and his family will be blessed:'(

wah i really super duper ultra mega dunnoe lehhhhhh howhowhow heehaw how. dsnoihejbcajeuihdvkjbasjbvubaevbakjbcvub

went to alter my jeans today. freaking expensive hello grr i shall pay mummy back once i earn $$ i hope the job opening im eyeing for is available!!

gotta get my banana slap.

hmm anw was reading some stuff and i realised that maybe people don't treasure me for who i am. i don't know, not that im angry or jealous or whatever, just that, it hurts when i realise that everytime itoy, ytose:(

finishing up THE INTERN BLUES,(it's a book on the lives of 3 interns at a hospital during their house officer years. almost everything they go through seems like torture like living without sleep and food for up to 36 hours) and im starting to think maybe all along i wasn't made to be a doctor. and im not sad about it, cause i know You know. came across this part which made me pause at that page for quite long to think about it:
"the attitude is basically this:if you want to have a baby and you want to spend time with your baby, you should take a year or two off; if you want to work, you should put off childbearing until after residency training is completed."

knowing myself, i probably would choose to be a good mother rather than a good doctor. so, there you go dream. goodbye unless i suddenly realise that no guy on this earth wants me i will come back for you for now.

and when i thought i loved you no more,

i thought of letting you go.













but i couldn't.

why?

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