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you say hello inside im screaming i love you

on my way home today i saw this group of nursery/kindergarten children going out for a walk with their teacher! oh my goshhhh they are really really so cute and hilarious!!! there was this car quite really really far away from them not even heading towards them then they started screaming "che1 lai2 le4 che1 lai2 le4!!"(car coming alrd in chi). zomgg i almost walked towards them and ruffle their hairs and pinch their cheeks oh my my so so so so adorable!!love children:):)

i realise that i really love babies, toddlers, old people and animals. and cats actually return my meows with meows. i wonder if they like me. heh jk:D

woot 3 more lessons before i officially finish all my driving lessons! im quite irritated i keep getting the old lan pok car >:( fun ah fun liddt how to practice properly. sigh instructor **** is on leave taken over by instructor ***. he's really funny/weird/okay/i dunnnoe how to describe. anyway here is a food for thought convo:

instructor: you play any outdoor sports?
me: yup volleyball
instructor: oh no wonder because seldom girls are so tanned unless they do outdoor activities.
me: hmm yup
instructor: so you always go to the beach and play volleyball?
me: used to, but now got injury cannot play
instructor: oh. i see you are quite tall also. i regret because last time i play soccer that's why now so short.
me:haha
instructor: yah lorh i should have played basketball. all my friends who used to play soccer now all short one. all those that play basketball all very tall.
me: haha

ok so the main point is not really because he is funny or what. the point is that issit because pple are tall that's why they play basketball or issit because they play basketball that's why they are tall? chicken or egg theory. please vote.

have been thinking and i guess i won't know until saturday. one the learning env is really attractive and good and the people seem nice and the cohort is small i like and the honours percentage 95% but the location is terrible. the other i dun realli noe what i know so far is tt it's very competitive and the location so-so and the cohortis abt 2.5 times more and the honours percentage 30% and the pple i dunnoe.

sigh

i need motivation to go running!!!!!!!!!!!!aaargh at this point in my life im not really motivated to do anything you know first my dream taken away now im kinda dreamless bah.

this sucks.

im afraid one day i'd hate going to school. im afraid one day i'd realise that im not studying what i love studying.im afraid one day i'd lose myself.


and you'd lose me.