beating at the doors of my heart.

i believe in the impossible. if i reach deep within my heart. overcome any obstacle. won't let this dream fall apart. see i strive to be the very best. shine my light for all to see. cause anything is possible. when you believe yeah. love keeps lifting me higher.

i guess what should take three months needs one month only. im slowly thinking this whole thing out and sorting out my life myself. 24 hours to myself and God is gonna lead somewhere. so please don't ask me how i feel and don't try comforting me by saying "aiyah can do something else laa" because i will just be polite and say huhh hee haw heh but inside im still hurting and thinking. but mainly because i've had a history of suicidal comtemplations and all your constant yakkings will let history repeat itself. and maybe this time there're would be a lifesaver no more.

me:if jane is 6 years old now, how old will she be after 6 years?
]u|!@n@:thirty-six
me:WAHH!!u mean now she six years old, one. two, three, ..six years later she so old alrd?!
]u|!@n@:oooops hehe 12!

watched meet the robinsons with army boi ytd was realli cute and funny esp the dinosaur the short little arms i like~! dw was luffing super duper madly when the small baby hat little doris came out! guess that's what u get when ur fren who has been locked up in ocs comes out for a movie huh:) what was amusing was that the whole theatre only had like eight people i think 2 of us one kid with two adults two men and the uncle-usher.

the reason i love em