another winter sonata
"love the Lord your God with all your heart with all soul and with all your mind...Love your neighbour as yourself" -matthew 22:37,39
i like today's sermon it was nice, particularly because we sat close together as a big family and i felt cosy and warm:)hope every sunday everyone would come forward and sit together.
hmm sometimes i still find it hard to forgive some people.u will never understand how hurt i was when u threw me behind and decided to seek your own happiness.u will never feel that same hurt i felt when i was all alone crying and thinking how our friendship would never be the same again.but i came before God and asked Him to forgive you, and to forgive me.i didn't know what to do, so i turned to Him.and it's amazing how sometimes the Lord just nudges you like a good ol' pal and tells you what to do.and u feel the comfort and sense of security when u start talking to Him; the same feeling like when u sit beside your best friend and tell him/her all your secrets and stuff, knowing that they're in safe hands.
but then again when i think of how You took away my friend from me, took him away from my life, i become angry at You.You told me that if i prayed You'd answer my prayer, but i didn't want a NO.i wanted a YES.You saw how sad i was when i leant against the walls and cried secretly in a corner,yet You made me crumble when You took all the small hope i had left in me.all You had to do was to breathe in him the breath of life, but You didn't.i kept the faith You asked me to keep yet You didn't return him to us.im angry, although i know i shouldn't be.
but when i realised one day that he's there with You in a place called heaven,i began to see more clearly Your amazing grace. im sorry i ever was angry at You.
well it's a nice day and im just thinking thoughts:)
pastor louis and pastor goh were really hilarious at the eng service worship comm mtg!we just keep giggling and talking nonsense and pastor goh called me HAM-_-.haha and we were quite evil we asked him to guess all the initials and there was this "yl" and he said yulan, and although it was correct we say "wrong!it's yongliang". then when he said "oh yongliang ah" we said "wrong!it's yilun." and when he said "oh yilun ah" we said "wrong!it's yea ling"(notice all the initials are yl) haha so we just went mad and when we ask him to guess who is PAM, he didn't know who was it. so i said "ME!" and he looked at me with a funny face i wanted to burst out laughing but i kept it inside so i almost farted. esp the part where pastor goh say must leave the first two rows empty, me and mich just went berserk!haha and these kind of meetings are really amusing cause u start seeing how people try desperately to arrow other people to be chairpersons n ic but in the end everyone veto here and vote there and the person still ends up taking up the role-_-
ok im tired and it's been a really long time since i watched a movie the last movie i think it's X-men.that's quite sad but don't u laugh becuase it's YOUR fault 'cos u never invite me to watch movie with YOU.
hmph.
i like today's sermon it was nice, particularly because we sat close together as a big family and i felt cosy and warm:)hope every sunday everyone would come forward and sit together.
hmm sometimes i still find it hard to forgive some people.u will never understand how hurt i was when u threw me behind and decided to seek your own happiness.u will never feel that same hurt i felt when i was all alone crying and thinking how our friendship would never be the same again.but i came before God and asked Him to forgive you, and to forgive me.i didn't know what to do, so i turned to Him.and it's amazing how sometimes the Lord just nudges you like a good ol' pal and tells you what to do.and u feel the comfort and sense of security when u start talking to Him; the same feeling like when u sit beside your best friend and tell him/her all your secrets and stuff, knowing that they're in safe hands.
but then again when i think of how You took away my friend from me, took him away from my life, i become angry at You.You told me that if i prayed You'd answer my prayer, but i didn't want a NO.i wanted a YES.You saw how sad i was when i leant against the walls and cried secretly in a corner,yet You made me crumble when You took all the small hope i had left in me.all You had to do was to breathe in him the breath of life, but You didn't.i kept the faith You asked me to keep yet You didn't return him to us.im angry, although i know i shouldn't be.
but when i realised one day that he's there with You in a place called heaven,i began to see more clearly Your amazing grace. im sorry i ever was angry at You.
well it's a nice day and im just thinking thoughts:)
pastor louis and pastor goh were really hilarious at the eng service worship comm mtg!we just keep giggling and talking nonsense and pastor goh called me HAM-_-.haha and we were quite evil we asked him to guess all the initials and there was this "yl" and he said yulan, and although it was correct we say "wrong!it's yongliang". then when he said "oh yongliang ah" we said "wrong!it's yilun." and when he said "oh yilun ah" we said "wrong!it's yea ling"(notice all the initials are yl) haha so we just went mad and when we ask him to guess who is PAM, he didn't know who was it. so i said "ME!" and he looked at me with a funny face i wanted to burst out laughing but i kept it inside so i almost farted. esp the part where pastor goh say must leave the first two rows empty, me and mich just went berserk!haha and these kind of meetings are really amusing cause u start seeing how people try desperately to arrow other people to be chairpersons n ic but in the end everyone veto here and vote there and the person still ends up taking up the role-_-
ok im tired and it's been a really long time since i watched a movie the last movie i think it's X-men.that's quite sad but don't u laugh becuase it's YOUR fault 'cos u never invite me to watch movie with YOU.
hmph.
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